I can't seem to say anything worth saying but I'm saying it anyway. Ang labo nun. :) Di na pala ko first year!!! Haaay. It's been a year but I'm still not feeling the college vibe yet. Maybe I'm not supposed to feel it right away. Maybe I'm just too preoccupied with getting *ahem* satisfactory grades. Or maybe I've lost my people skills to my books. Ha. I have no idea... Hmm.. Shouldn't even be thinking about this. :) Pinasasakit ko lamang ang ulo ko. :)

I'm having menstrual cramps. Leche. And I'm feasting on dried mangoes [My parents just came from Cebu.] Speaking of Cebu, I haven't been on the beach this summer. But things are going to change because I'm going to Bangkok tomorrow! Weehee. :) First time out of the country. First plane ride. :) Ha. I'm friggin' excited. Sana makita ko yung Ms. Universe contestants. Haha. And The Contender finals will be aired tonight. I've become a fan! Scary. Lahat na ata ng reality TV shows nagustuhan ko. :p

Ang cute mo. Ha. :) Sino ka man. Basta ang cute mo. Will post first year assessment next time. I might make more sense after my much needed vacation. Ciao! :p

Took the other part of the Fourth Math 54 Exam. It was friggin' hard. It was even more difficult than part A. Parang napagtripan kami ng instructor namin. Erk. I was feeling optimistic before the exam because the sample exams that our instructor gave us was fairly easy. Erk talaga. I was computing how much I needed to get in order to maintain an average of 93. I need to get a score of 53.82/65 (that's 82.8%)!!!! Argh. :) Vectors are making my life miserable. This is an exaggeration but what the heck... Hehe. I can still see dot products and cross products in my head. :)

The CRS results were given last Monday. I didn't get a Physics lab, CWTS, and a PE class. Hmph. And my Physics lec was scheduled in the afternoon. I think my blockmates got the 730-830 class. Ayokong magolo.... Hehe. :) I hope I get lucky next time. :p

Last night, my sisters and I were talking about how we were before. Grabe. Loser kids talaga. I was fat, super dark, and really ugly then. Ha. Ewan ko kung may nagbago pero para sa akin meron. Parang feeling ko dati estudyante lang akong 'masipag' at pakiramdam ko rin parang pinagtatawanan lang ako ng mga kapwa ko estudayante dahil ang panget ko nga. During high school, I lost weight. Ha. :) And I think I've earned the respect of some of my schoolmates. I just feel like I have to constantly prove myself [and my worth] to other people... Especially to my parents and especially now that I'm in college. Biruin mo kaklase mo ang ilan sa mga pinakamagagaling na mag aaral ng pinakamahusay na Unibersidad ng bansa. :) Hehe. Pressure ba ito? Kelangan talaga ng extra effort para sa lahat ng mga gawain... Sana di ako mapagod. Di muna. :)

Idol na. :) Hehe. Mamaya na ang mga vectors. :p

Ang lungkot lang. Heehee. :) Erk. Have nothing to do => Well not really. I choose not to study today because I'm such a lazy ass for the past two days. Haha. :) I will resume my studying tomorrow. Vectors, dot products, cross products, (x,y,z)'s, planes, and lines... Eto na. :)

Why is everyone going to Boracay or to Puerto Galera or to the beach in general? Ako lang ba yung di naarawan sa beach? Hehe. :) Umitim ata ako kasi ang init at naarawan ako pag naglalakad galing Math papuntang AS eh. Summer kasi at nag summer ako. Hay. Kailangan talagang gumawa ng malalaking sakripisyo para sa Math. HA! :p At saka bakit gumaganda ang mga tao (ewan ko kung kasama ako dun) pagpasok ng kolehiyo? Less stress ba? :p At bakit rin kaya biglang nababawasan ang mga single people pag college na? Madaming tanong na indeterminate ang kasagutan. Waha. Nerd. :D

Anyhow, I took the first part of thefourth Math 54 exam this afternoon. I was so frustrated with some of the items. Grrr... Hay. I am really hoping that I do ok. Kung hindi, sana mabawi ko sa mga susunod pang exams. Ang grade conscious ko! Nakakatakot! :D

[Reality TV] Anthony Federov was the lowest vote getter in Idol. I was kinda rooting for him because he's the underdog and it would be nice to see a blonde finale. Haha. :) When he was singing for the 'last time', he looked towards Carrie and she said, I love you. :) Heeheehee. Also, Uchenna and Joyce won the Amazing Race 7. Rob and Amber came in second, and Ron and Kelly, third. Ha! Good for Uchenna and Joyce. They were a nice couple, and nice people do come in first. :D

May bago sa friendster. :) Ngayon ko lang napansin kasi ngayon lang ako nag online ulit. Matatapos na ang summer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) What a relief! I have two more calculus-saturated weeks. :) Waha!

From Mellow's LJ. :) Pics taken during Debra's party :p

Anyhow, it's been an uneventful week. Did the usual go-to-school-to-study stuff. Ha. Took the third Math 54 exam on indeterminate forms, improper integrals, and conics. I really find conics quite interesting. Ang sayang mag graph! Waha. *Nerd alert! Nerd alert!* When I took review classes for college entrance exams, I hated hyperbolas, parabolas, ellipses, and circles. Sobrang bilis kasing ituro puro shortcut ang tinuturo di mo na aappreciate yung lesson. HA! Ang jologs ko talaga. :)

Went to Debra's 18th birthday celebration last Friday night. I first met Ben at McDo and we went to Robinson's Metroeast. We were supposed to watch Can this be Love? but they're not showing it there. Grrrr... Dalawang linggo na siyang palabas di ko pa rin napapanood. Hay. Sana extended. :) At around 730 in the evening, we drove to Debra's place. Madami ng mga tao pag dating namin. :p Was glad to see Monique, Enya, Tania, Bong, and the rest of the ochouno crowd. It was a reunion of sorts for most of us. Gawd. I miss my high school classmates. :) Hmm.. The party was very simple. We had dinner, and afterwards, a short program commenced. There was a sort of 18 wishes part as well as the 18 roses. Then, Debra blew the candles on her cake and her family wished her a happy birthday. :) For the rest of the night, my table-mates and I drank punch (with Vodka) and discussed sorority planning, Idol finalists, Paris and Nicole, transferring to Diliman, and other stuff. First time kong uminom... Haha. Feeling ko tinamaan ako kahit kalahating baso lang yung nainom ko. Grabe. :) Matagal siguro bago toh maulit. :p My parents picked me up at around 11 pm. When I got home, was sooooo sleepy that I forgot to pray. Slept for most of the day yesterday. Batugan!!! :D

Saw Kingdom of Heaven last Wednesday with Ming, Jolina, Tibs, and Kuya Lem. It was Gladiator-ish. Malamang kasi parehong director (Ridley Scott) :p. It wasn't as moving as Gladiator but it was much better than Troy. And Orlando Bloom was hot. Ha. :) Mas magaling siya kay Brad Pitt pero parang nakakabitin yung mga big speeches niya. Anti-climatic. The way they cut some parts was frustrating. Nakakabitin rin. Walang transition. All in all, I think the film was fairly ok. Didn't disappoint me as much as Troy. :) What I liked most about it was that it tackled issues on faith. I'm amazed at how these people choose to lift their fate and their lives to the Lord. Parating through the will of God. Also, I liked the fact that Orlando Bloom didn't choose to fight the Muslims for the structure, for the walls of Jerusalem. He fought to defend the people. I think that most of us are blinded by material and temporary pleasures and objects. We have to realize that the things that matter the most are the permanent relationships we make with other people. Fame and wealth may go down the drain but our friends, our family, our community will be there...

Ha. Have to finish graphing my parametric equations. :) Ang nerd!

Wala lang akong masabi ngayon. Nakakainis. Hay. Nakakainis na lalo pag parati kang di pinapansin. Ano ba ko wallpaper? Leche. Kahit nandyan ako o wala, kahit na may sabihin ako o wala, walang silbi kasi di ako kapansin pansin para sa ibang mga tao. Leche talaga.